My kenneth didi..u save my life..
Long ago, we became friends through the toopid maplestory...
Just the day before yesterday, on the msn chat..
he suddenly ask me to be his god sis(jie)..i was SHOCK..
n happy of coz..1st time in life sia..got people want me to be his jie..
(if u want to see his photo he also got friendster..man man chao=p)
He is a nice, cute, funny n guai kia who makes me laugh till jaws drop..
Lol...always say 'aiya, duno la, 2pid la..' when something he don't like..
Today HE MAKE ME CRY!!!!
LOL...joking la.not he make de la..
just that i was too worry about him that he suddenly say
''i'm very sad now'', "please leave me alone", "i hate myself"..
How dare him sia..'cup' my phone 3 times..
make me more n more worry about him..den i cried..
i feel so disappointed that he told me to leave him alone..
n so this makes me think more n more..
is just that i don't want people around me to be sad..
if they were, i'll try my very best to make them happy..
no one should be crying alone without people's care..
n i'm the person which care for there's esp their feelings..
If they were happy, so am i ~!
*i don't want them to be like me*
i have no one care for my feelings..
i had always sat in the dark, crying alone..
i have no true friend to share my feelings with..
i have always suffer depression all by myself..
i have lost the trust in myself..
i almost gave up all my hope..
And that's why I HATE MYSELF...
AND now i was happy to have a god bro that cares for me..
**THANKS FOR BEING MY GOD BROTHER**
luv my kenneth didi.. >.<
